you knw,i have a lot of things to let out but i'm tht kind of person who don't really like writing and expressing my feelings into words.it always take me quite some time to put everything in place when i write and express it.

one tough shit for me,seriously.

heh,i remembered bck then when my frnds confronted and scolded me for hiding my thoughts and feelings all to myself.bcs,heh when i'm not satisfied abt something with them,i only reacted in actions like distancing myself away frm them,making a face or simply just go quiet.

damn,that was absolutely depressing having to face all this in silent.

well,everything is okay for now.just hoping that my secretive-attitude will not come around again sooner or later.

i don't want to get all pathetic and depressed again,no way.