I've got distracted since that day. I am now trying to stick to myself, advice myself, have more time for myself, you know, like doing what I love to do. When I was chained, I could see there's way too many things I had avoided. Well, actually, I didn't do much things for the past few days, but being with amazing people everyfuckingday makes my life goes on. Alive! WIN BIG TIME, I supposed? :D

Memang dah tak ada benda serupa tahi aku nak cakap. Sebab pada hari itu memang dah dianggap semuanya dah selesai. Masalah pun lenyap. Jadi kalau ada apa apa yang kacau keadaan 'bahagia' aku yang aku ada sekarang ni, memang sangat lahh bodoh. Tengok pada fizikal, mental, hati. Dan seterusnya fikir lahh elok elok. Kenapa nak kena buat benda yang boleh buat orang salah sangka? Kenapa kena buat benda yang boleh menimbulkan rasa benci? Memang semua tu diperlukan dalam kehidupan seharian kau? Well, you should listen to mine BUT I'm just too matured enough to bring everything up by now. I'm just too matured enough to say it's only that-side's fault. Dah sampai garisan penamat bukan? So let it be. Jangan tingkatkan lagi kebodohan.